People have their own opinion , so do I.
I'm only saying things that are in my mind.
Rather than bottling up everything in head, I say it here.
If anything I say might offend you in anyway, I apologise.
If anything I say might sound stupid and lame to you, what are you doing here?



Thursday, March 29, 2007
Picking up

You were all that I needed
Having you with me
I never needed anything else
~ o ~
You were all that I wanted
Having you with me
I never wanted anything more
~ o ~
You were all that I could ever wish for
Having you with me
I was very grateful that you didn't notice
~ o ~
You were all that I have
Having you with me
I survive all obstacles in my life
~ o ~
But you took them away
From me
Left me to defend myself
From all the wolves
With nothing to defend myself with
~ o ~
Now I'm trying to pick myself up
Gathering all the tiny strength in me
To fight my way back up again
To stand on my own
~ o ~
My only hope is that I can
To do it without you
~ o ~


Posted at 12:13 pm by RuiYan
Bite me...  




Thursday, March 15, 2007
Found and Lost

I journeyed to you,
and I finally found you,
From that day onwards,
You have been my life,
My knight in shinning armor,
~ O ~
My world turns when you're around,
The moment I open my eyes,
You were there in my mind,
To the moment I close my eyes,
You're always by my side,
~ O ~
The time we first kissed,
I was floating in the sky,
To the time you said you love me,
I was in heaven,
I never felt so happy,
~ O ~
Now I've lost you,
To myself and you,
You broke my heart,
When you said we should,
To lead our lives separately,
~ O ~
I tried to mend things,
But you wouldn't let me,
I tried to reason (not really),
But you wouldn't budge,
And so I cried,
~ O ~
You said you didn't care,
I was hurt,
You said you love another,
I was devastated,
~ O ~
But nothing compare to,
When you said you never love me,
You ripped my heart out then,
And you left it bleeding,
While I grasp for life,
~ O ~
I was lost again,
I found you,
And I lost you,
I hope I can find you again,
And make amends for past mistakes.

~ I love you always and I'll wait till the day you will give me my chance~


Posted at 12:45 pm by RuiYan
Bite me...  




Saturday, December 04, 2004
A Journey to You

I look out the window
I wish to see you
Standing below
Calling out to me,
~ O ~
I go to the door
I wish to see you
Knocking on the door
Calling out to me,
~ O ~
I walk out of the door
I wish to see you
Standing across
Calling out to me,
~ O ~
I walk along the path
I wish to see you
Waiting for me
Calling out to me
~ O ~
I reach the end
I'm glad that you are
There waiting for me
Calling out to me.

 


Posted at 12:52 am by RuiYan
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Reoccurring Pain

Why did you look for me?
is it that the pain you cause
Is not enough?
I would do anything then
If you would just ask
~ O ~
When I needed you
You went away
Leaving me to suffer alone
Now when I'm contented
With the painful memories behind
~ O ~
You bring a knife
Cutting into my heart again
I still bleed from the wound
It has never healed
The memories still haunts me
~ O ~
I can never forget
A word of sorry
Cannot heal everything
Time does not heal
I would bleed still


Posted at 02:13 am by RuiYan
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